Fake, Plastic people. We are.

As the title suggests, I'm going to yack about how fake people are and how plastic people act in front of others, knowing everything exactly how the person feels about the third person. Well NO! I'm not going to write the same shit what everybody's writing. I'll write about how plastic I've been and related to that, how others are in front of me.

It's been some odd million days(seems so) since I've been born, and some odd 19 years since I've been pestering my parents and friends. I won't bore you with my life, coz frankly my journey has been pretty normal and no shocks or surprises as such, well apart from few which are not worth mentioning ;). So back to the point, fake people. Right! what about them? Well they are everywhere no? I mean I am sure you all must have felt low coz at some point or the other your friends have not respected you, your decisions, not been with you when you needed them and not displayed themselves as they claim to be. As for the last sentence, I am sure it'll relate to almost everyone. Now one thing, I am also fake, but in some ways. I think we should all agree that to some extent, we are FAKE! Yes, we don't act the way we should, we hide our feelings, we show what we are not. Why? Just to be in good books of the person, to get maximum output with minimum input? To show them that you care, however inside you're all devil and you just want to benefit in any possible way.

I have been fake at times, I agree, but not at the cost of causing some problem. Though the degree of my 'fake-ness' isn't for sure as much as the people around me. I am quite a 'in your face' person, be it through jokes or teasing or just general leisure talks. I don't really care what the other person feels, but truth must be told. It's like from outside you see a really good building, and inside when you enter you see dust and broken glasses and broken furniture. Is that what really some people try to be? Coz truth be, they'll show their true self in no time, leaving you sad and shocked. So, as I was talking about myself, I have been fake to some people. No regrets, for the same has been carried out by them. But for those who didn't, sorry to them.

There was a huge transition from school to college. In school it was all happy and you had great friends, some fake ones but their intensity was nothing to fear. Once you step into college, it's like everything's upside down. You start getting negative vibes all of a sudden, like everyone's ready to pounce on you. People become more and more fake, and less friendly. It's like you're stuck in a well, constantly trying to find a way out of it, however failing innumerable times. Atleast that's how college has treated me. And so have i heard from many people, " College mein 50% friends are fake, and out of the rest , 30% are friends but only for some amount of time." I am happy the rest 20% are atleast there. Phew! :D

Now, some people who have tried acting smart with me, like "Hey! how're you doing?" instead of "The jackass is back dammit!" have shown their true self and it was then I realised the world is not as it seems. It's got people, trying to benefit from you, getting into your good books just to reach the destination before you. They act like best friends, or rather good friends most of the times, leaving your mouth as big as probably the Sun and full of anger and sadness at the same time. Why would he do that? What did she get by doing that? Why me of all others? Why is he sticking to her now? etc etc have popped in minds of those being used by so called 'friends'.

My message to all the fakers: Please, do not follow 'fake it till you make it' at areas where they are not supposed to be used, coz then you're going to make enemies and that's it. Peace out! Be happy and spread happiness. That's the motto followed by me, and should be followed by people. I hate fake people, seriously do. I hope they all go to some horrible place and get treated the same way. Yes, that's what comes out of my mind if anything similar happens.

Love this line, said by Kurt Cobain:

“I'd rather be hated for who I am, than loved for who I am not.”

What did you think of this post? Any similarities with your life? Not agreeing to most of the part? Feeling it's been exaggerated? Well then that's your opinion, coz mine will certainly still be the same.

Cravings. Part 2

Finally comes the second part to the 'cravings' family of posts. Finally because it has come after a Loooooooooooong time, stressing on long. Longer than even Ram and Sita's Banwas(spelt it right?). Though it's not the final one. Not very sure, really, what to write here, coz my cravings have just gotten bigger and better and fatter(literally) and more mature, yet still having the same old roots. Here goes :

6) Nutella- I am a die hard fan of Nutella. Period. Have always had this weird craving for infinite chocolate spread. TADA! In 2000 came this tiny bottle of Nutella from Singapore, my first ever 'lovely' gift from abroad. And now that I think of it, that little bottle wasn't enough for my pacific ocean equivalent stomach. Now, anyone asking me for 'stuff' from abroad, I immediately reply without even thinking, 5-6 bottles of Nutella :P. What a TASTE! With bread, roti, ice cream, coffee.. anything! Okay I can go on and on about this but let's just end this by saying,It's my FAVOURITE CHOCOLATE MADE EDIBLE FOOD.

7)A huge collection of PC games. It won't come for free, rather will cost a lot, but I'd love to own a huge pile of PC games, so that i can go like " ummmm I want to play this one, errr no this one.. umm okay wait! I'll play all 3:) ". Obviously here money will buy happiness and satisfaction and a little confusion but worth the interest and time pass.

8)Bucket full of Apples! Bucket shall be the size of Qutab Minar. I am not kidding, I love apples and can actually eat 10 a day. No kidding. Oh wait! Pineapple too included, but not as much as apples. Though pineapple has an 'apple' in it, but it can't fill apple's place :). And guess what! Loving Apple phrase is ambiguous. Keep yourself busy with it ;).

9)My own car. YES! Would love to own the ultimate automobile. Automobile sounds just way too cooler than a 'car'. HUH! What's in a car? start with c and immediately, before you know it ends with r. Automobile, sounds really cool coz it's 'mobile' pronounced as 'mobeel' making it sound waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay cooler. Anyway, I'd love to own an automobile, even if not an expensive one, but one that atleast does the job :D. That is, cutting my travelling time from college to Home and vice versa and easing the job of finding bus and metro on time.

10)A blog where i could earn money :P. Lame thing to crave for, but who doesn't like an extra side income adding to your salary? Believe me, Half of us are here to earn money in some or the other way. By here i mean on internet. So does our search end on adsense? NA! Though i'm quite unsure as to who will click on the ads for me anyway. lol :P. But i guess i'll go ahead and put adsense on my blog. Any clicks on it, and I'll be more than honoured!

5 Cravings for today, not as exciting as before, but definitely from the bottom of my body(lol). I've been thinking of fulfilling atleast one of the above cravings. Let's see if the impossible will happen. More cravings coming soon(soon = any time i want to write, My blog My choice My rule) :P.

I am LOST! :S

After a year approximately, i've set my eyes on my OWN blog. Shameful isn't it? Yes, I agree. But i guess thanks to all the distractions this blog was just distancing itself from me. Or wait! the other way round, is it? See i'm confused. Bah! Distractions are like love and hate things, you love to get distracted for some time, but you hate it once you realise the time you have spent wasting is something you never wanted to end up with. But whatever, you're still happy with the fact and you killed time. HA! yes you killed time, be it for some odd 2-3 hours, but you ended up being the winner. Another thing, distractions only make you deviate from the actual path, leading you to an alternate path with even more interesting results, however making you guilty at the end for not following the old path. Also, how would you have not known about the other path until you had not got distracted? SEE! there is a good side and a bad side of everything.

I don't say i don't have a bad side, it's just that i keep it under control, and the true devil inside me comes out only if triggered in the wrong way, by the wrong people, at the wrong time. The good side of me possesses around 80% of me, thanks to the happy people around me and happy thoughts :D though i guess i can thank my optimistic attitude, "I don't give a damn about what other's think" attitude and "I'm just a KID dude" attitude. The latter one being more prominent, as to what people say :P. I've tried maturing, BUT! yes BUT! to almost everything there is a but. I hate this word BUT! It sounds funny, it can even be wrongly mistaken as 'BUTT' which is exactly what makes 'BUT' funny. Too much of speaking 'BUT' is making the word sound awkward. Unlike others, I don't use a bloody dictionary or heavy words to fill my sentences. I feel writing should be free, I mean it should show what you are, and not what you know.

Critics are always good in my opinion, though they screw up your mood, but what the hell! Go to sleep, get up the next morning and you won't even think of critics. Thank you 'sleep' for that :). I have always been thanking sleep for making me forget anger, anxiety, horror and all emotions that had made my day go haywire.

NOW! I have no idea where this post is going, I'm lost. I think I should just stop now. Time taken to write this? 7 minutes! Yes, I know what you're thinking. That I'm bluffing, but I'm not. I guess this was the reason why i never really got much marks in my english exams. I was too bored to wait and think and write stuff. According to me, it's about just blurting your thoughts on the keyboard through your fingers.

Right! so this post isn't frankly going anywhere, must end it. See i'm so lost. Exams coming up in a couple of weeks. Sadly I have not even opened any of the books. Oh wait! I haven't even bought all the books :P. Sorry for not completing certain sentences, because probably somewhere i got lost :S. Love the smileys, they just explain my mood so well :D. And do wait some more posts, on random stuff. YO!

P.S.- another reason for not getting marks in english was probably for never even reading my answer again. Same goes here, not reading my post before publishing it ;). Keep it natural silly, and ignore the mistakes.